First of all, I, Noor Afiqah Amirmudin want to say Happy Eidul Fitri. I think it is not too late for me to wish it, am I?
THANKFUL TO ALLAH
To be honest, I felt my life is not good enough. If I did not achieve the thing that I really want, I felt so disappointed. I felt angry to whole the world. At that particular moment, I just want to point somebody to blame for what happened. I want to move on and accept the reality but I just cannot. My head is just full with the problem that never end, and no solution. Null !
For the past three days, I realised that my life is just so perfect. I have everything. I have a very beautiful family, my deary friends and teachers, intelligence and good health. The thing that I did wrong was I never saw all of these gifts as gifts. I just complaints and asked more from Allah. I never appreciate them.
My life begun when I was born on 10th of September in 1997 at Klinik Negeri Sembilan. My childhood years were full of adventures. My first step when I was 10 months and my first word was "Ayah". Those memories are very precious. Alhamdullilah, I grown up just like others kid. I entered Tadika Iman as my kinder garden. There, my basic learning as a Muslim started. I learnt how to pray, every single movement. Since I was a kid, I do love mathematics.
I proceed my school years at Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Taman Universiti 4. Things started to change when I was off to States because my father did his studies in PHD in the United States of America. Yeah, well I learnt a lot of things. As I came back to Malaysia, my academic skill somehow outstanding. Aye ! I fought so hard in my UPSR and I managed to achieve 5A's,
I decided to enter Kelas Kemahiran Agama; Arabic languange as an addition subject in PMR. I do received a letter from boarding school but I refused to go. I kept on studying on the path that I chose. Again, I work hard to attain 9A's. I did whatever I can to make sure that 9A's are mine. Aye ! They were mine.
In 2013, I went to Mara Junior Science College of Pontian, quiting KAA was the hardest step after all of my life. There were a lot of things happened in MJSC . I studied them and searched for the help. I asked whenever I have a problem. Being a mentor helped me became a responsible person as I realised I need to help those who need my help. Conflicts always occured as the time flies. I have a trouble problem in Biology. I cannot score well. I worked hard since then. Alhamdullilah, in SPM I attained 9A.
In early 2015, I accepted to be in Mara American Degree Preparatory Programme, Somehow I felt thankful because when I was in form four, I studied in MJSC PTN under MARA. Even though, at first, my tears won't stop because I missed my parents. I have to fight the feeling and be strong. In MADPP, even though English was not my passion but I really need to be expert in it. I need to work hard once again. I need to try again. I have to. I promise, I will never ever argue about my toefl score again. I am not regret. I am never give up for what I want. I do understand that not everything that we want, we will have it. But at least I need to try again.
Thank you Allah for all gifts that you gave, In fact, I know that I am talented in art, music and photography when I was totally in love with them. Yes, I need to fall in love again in TOEFL and In shaa Allah i will manage to overcome my weakness. Amin.
Pray for me.
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