Why I choose.. ?

Peace be upon you

What did I choose? What for? and Why I choose the option?

Aye, all those questions you might know the answers. All this time I'm so worry about my grades, exams and presentations. I learnt something, which is the difficulties that I faced isn't that bad. At first, it is very hard for me to keep the consistency in getting a good grade for academic. However, when I looked around me, figuring out about others stories, listening to their complains about life, I wonder why I should stress out about academic. This is because : HEY AFIQAH, wakey wakey . Life isn't just about exam, exam and exam.

A lot of things that we can do in our lives. Our main goal is Hereafter. But, Islam taught me that life isn't about praying too. Oh, so confusing. Haha. Hold on there, mate. Islam taught us to live as Muslim. But don't worry if you are not PERFECT. We never be perfect because we are human and human makes mistake. Except one, our Muhammad SAW. He is perfect and always will. Islam said "we have to do all things in our lives moderately, not too much but not too little. Kalau orang melayu kata "Just nice".

Okay back to the main topic here.

Why I choose that option? What did I chose?

Well, I'm talking about study abroad. I choose United States of America instead of other countries. Yes, it is because I had my own memories in America. Back then, it wasn't go smoothly as it should be. So, I want to get back there, make a nice memory to cover up my whole nightmares. I have to be brave, wise and intelligent as my country need me in the future. Okay, that is the answer to "what for" question.

Honestly, I never thought even once to study abroad especially America. It's such a long journey and need a strong spirit. When I lived in MJSC PTN, my whole life turns 360 degrees. Indeed, Allah's plans are the best. At first, when it is times for me to go to my interview for entering boarding school, there was something that restrained me from going. Then, my father sacrificed his time and sent me to MJSC JB. Why JB ha? This is where Elisha from. Miss you, darl.

Without me going to one of those MJSC, I will never have a chance to be MADPPians. It is true about all those saying; "What happens in the past will effect the future, the effect will not appear until right time comes". Even though, I chose and planned my future neatly and beautifully but if Allah insist not to give them, I will never ever go through what I planned. It is okay. This is because I really believe that Allah knows best. He knows his slaves. He gives what we need not what we want. I always hope that I will hold tight to this religion until the end of my life. Ameen.

Just be ready and face it willingly. Be patience and believe in Him.

My special quote : Allah sembunyikan matahari dengan turunkan hujan, kita tertanya-tanya dimanakah dia, rupanya Allah nak bagi kita pelangi- syurga cinta

In the real life, it will be like : I failed in my TOEFL a few times (rains) and I don't get my opportunity (sun) to fly earlier, without any expectation, I got. ... (rainbow)

I can't continue my analogue because I didn't know what will happens next. I pray for the best. I know it is such a long post but I write this because I want to share to others that if we believe in Allah and totally leave the future to Him. He will never let us down. I believe in His words. I need you to do so. Okay I think that's it.

See you soon then, Adios Amigos